answer me this ...

IS IT REALLY THAT BAD?*

well;lately.. i've been quite the 'PaRtY gIrL' .. now i'm juggling with the thought of is that okay at this point in my life? I'm freshly 21..i'm single..&nd i've finished my first part of education. So is it so bad that i like to go out nd .. 'party &nd bullshit' . Granted sometimes i go out nd have a little to much,but sheesh i'm not harming anyone. this past wednesday @ the icon i went IN. lol like really. nd afterwards everyone had this talk with me about my drinking... but am i really that bad? At first i felt like they were right; but then when i sit and think about it/look at the pictures.. all i'm doing is having a good time. [ i know i know, i can go out nd have a good time without drinking.. but what did i wait to turn 21 for? ] Now, to those who i spoke to about this issue, don't think i wasn't listening or that i'm going back on what i said.. but i really wana know... 'is it really that bad' . I've met so many amazing people these past few months ...thanks to me NOT being the shy girl, but yet... the party girl. i know when it's okay to bring out that side of me, nd when it's time to leave 'STORM' at home. BUT; as of right now i am on a HIATUS just to get my thoughts together nd leave the drinks alone for awhile. ... but; IS IT REALLY THAT BAD?

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FOTOS*.

i believe in fate.

Maybe mistakes are what make our fate... without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are. After all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away ...

airport ...

welp; im sitting at the airport with an attitude becusz my flight is on a hour delay. SOUTHWEST BITE MEE. lol..

but; i am dumb excited to be heading to the 954. i miss all my loves, nd i definitally miss the weather .. i can't wait to be in the sun, my light skinned ass could use it. SHEESH! lol even more exciting my otha half, my crazy half, my betta half will be in florida also on thursday with my handsome God Son Jaylon Lavone .. this is going to be fun. :]

this past weekend* all ill really say is HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEA nd D&P ENT does not play. lol. other then tht im leaving it alone !!! love you ladies.

i prolly won't be on here to update cusz ill be to busy soakin up florida ... but ill get it back together when i get back ! :]

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i still need you beside me.

Come Back To Me - Akon

i am absolutly in love with this song..

Now it's morningYour still gone andI still reach for you (still reach for you)Don't know how toLive without youI will, I can take back all the hurt I've caused(take back all the hurt I've caused)If I could give back all the love I lost(give back all the love I lost)The price I pay is just to high of a cost yea

8DAYS

quarter brick.

on cloud 10 .

love'n this one miss.keri !!! nd she has on the BADDEST heels in this video. if anyones down to get them for me; ILL LOVE YOU FOREVER.. gracias mi amors !!